long time never update... probably too busy and not much motivation nowadays... sucky life for me, sch ends at 6/7 almost every day, except friday which is 1230 tts good at least got breathing space in the weekend. and then work is very hard now can hardly catch up, but i try to complete all my homework on time. at the expense of sleep. been rather hot-tempered lately, dunno why, hopefully i will learn to control myself. couldn't recall what i did the past few days tt is worth mentioning except that i watch hero yesterday. if anything, the show is dumb. in the eyes of a shallow person who appreciate not more than the constant attire colour changes of the cast. but wtf?! everywhere say it is nice, it is great... sure the choreographed moves are breathtaking up to the point that even minute details are taken care of. like the part where the people use swords to hit a drop of water to each other... i swear the actors/actrresses all die at least 3 times in the show. bu t i still get what definition the show is trying to give, regarding what a hero is, that a hero is not selfish... so what if your parents are killed by the tyrant, so what if your country is vanquished by the same bastard, so what if you are feeling vengeful, ever willing to lay down your life for your country, and letting everyone know you are patriotic. the hero will feel the same way, but he also spares a thought for the other countries, for the other parents, for the other people. to spare the life means to save the lifes of the others, though your country's humiliation remains unavenged. but who the fuck cares if there will be peace? the hero understands, and even if it is possible for him to succeed in his assassination plan, so close, he refuses, killing himself in the process because the emperor still lives. but. the others live too... that's why heroes don't exist anymore. near a tree, by a river, theres a hole in the ground where an old man of aran goes around and around and his mind is a beacon in the veil of the night for a strange kind of fashion there's a wrong and a right but he'll never... never fight.. over you.

yea i'm not shifting house anymore! =) lol damn bo liao this kind of thing also must declare

hurhur i'm shifting house... all the way to yew tee, tts like so far from the central! =(

bloody hell the last time u want after having a bad day outside is to have a nightmare when you reach home. =( ..