Sin City!!!! coming soon!!!!

wow... am i lucky or what?! the past few months have been going dbl-o on weekends, and today, we decided to go RUSH instead of dbl-o, simply because we felt like it. and guess what, police raided dblo, and arrested everyone who consume drugs OR under the age of 21. a dblo raid, that is the first time in history. rush raids are common but the age limit is 18, so it's not a problem. what a close shave!

nothing unusual, nothing strange close to nothing at all the same old scenario, the same old rain and there's no explosions here then something unusual, something strange comes from nothing at all i saw a spaceship fly by your window did you see it disappear? .. but i'm not a miracle and you're not a saint just another soldier on the road to nowhere.

amie come sit on my wall and read me the story of O and tell it like you still believe that the end of the century brings a change for you and me.

"amie - damien rice"

i wonder which teacher will be willing to put in some good words for me? one thing's for sure, definitely not my physics and math teachers.

wonder which company will be willing to tolerate my abysmal performance in fencing? hey, not my fault, it's the passion towards the sport that counts. that's truly one of the reason why i never quit, and intend to pursue this particular interest again when i ord.

wonder which syndicate will overlook my apparent blurness and pervasive anxiety when i speak? i swear i'm as calm (or excited) as the rest, but who will know....?

wonder if i will ever get over my lazyness and pick up my pen and start writing that dreaded essay, and successfully ignore the fact that i'm just .... (a bit inferior) compared to the others..?

wonder if anyone will want me...?

but it's ok, just for experience sake, i'll do it. hopefully. tomorrow.

if you want to make a difference in your life, you must start right away! yea, thats it! i'll resolve to do something about myself right now!.... but then again, it's late now. why don't i go to sleep and start tomorrow...?